Overwhelmed is what i am.

After working in a group that likes to work together I guess I was spoiled. The introverts fear the large mouth impulsive member of our group and will not collaborate. So I look like an ass clown speaking up. That is all good. I fear a poor grade on this project because my efforts do not go towards the project but only to making the project a group effort. When I ask the other members of my group any opinion based questions they procrastinate with a response and wait for the outspoken one to be their voice in regards to the question asked. Now all I want to do is whatever the outspoken one says so this project can get done and I get a grade that will allow me to pass.

I get pissed when i try to publish my blogs and they dont go for what ever reason then, i check my shit and i have to post my blogs in some ass backwards order. And my group sucks for this project, i don't like the passive nature of 2 of my group mates and the atention seeking outspoken distraction i call the other girl in the group. do what you gota do, thats all you can do, my work will be done.

just now as i was staring at my computer screen with little success did i notice just the funniest coincidence. my group in class is doing anti-semitism for our awareness project, realizing that my process blog was still up on my screen i went to post a new entry stating what happened in class today with the group, an advertisement, sponsored by google in the middle of my process blog reads: "meet local Jewish singles" in the moment it was funny.

i have no idea what ning is about, i signed in and waited for an email, went to resend email and now i am waiting still. i hate the whole type this fucking word trick the site makes you do, it is not cool so i dislike ning already, still being excited about what i could be i shall try and try again. we are doing anti semitism for a project, i cant really say i know what the project is about yet but it will be on Jews and stuff like that.

Danah vs. Lance both articles advocate for the untapped potential stored within social network sites to be inundated throughout all avenues of future knowledge regarding citizenship. Danah wrote about the social network sites falling short of the potential good they could achieve if properly exercised in society. As of now sns are filled with self centered peoples who's vanity blinds them from the greater purpose of what they are doing. the sns sites now are personal illusions being filled. Lance blames the system of learning for not being able to keep up with technology in regards of citizenship and the duties that involve such citizen ship. the institute is in the stone age and a great thing could be done if those who have the ability to accomplish great things only knew how to do so. the system has neglected its own reason for being the system and that is to be the best it can be. I agree with all of this stuff, the education of the sns to younger generations will reduce the manipulation and exploitative nature of a cheap and easily abused resource such as the Internet. i enjoyed both of these readings. and personal fulfilment is bigger in today's day and age then sense of duty to county, we only need to shift back our ideas with the tools we have to accomplish great things.

This article sounds like every other article i have heard on the subject. that the networks are only to serve as a tool, that tool helps you to access the greater part of your network and your extended social network is more in reach. It shined some light on the history of what is now myspace and facebook, there was a site called 6 degree's of seperation that was too far ahead of its time. Harping on the same angle of what is related to facebook, myspace and social networks, that even me a person who lived under a rock for 22 years now gets the picture this article brought nothing (apart of the history which i liked a lot) new into what i understand. History as this article hints to will be altered because of these social networks, a new way of a collective group to bring together an idea thousands of miles away, the way history is wrote changes now.

(Ignorance, egotistical aggression, tolerance, emotional volatility, patriot act, faith)
Awareness of these things by definition in their own right could be solved within a person by being self aware. I believe it to be unfair to impose society with problems of choice. These issues are micro in nature, if people so choose to understand themselves they can intern understand the world around them with greater proficiency. A level of higher understanding can not be obtained in society regardless of the issue if the majority of people involved have an inferior means of dealing with social problems. So for a cognitive social awareness to be found on any issue the individual members of that society must be capable and inherently responsible for the society those members allow, without capable responsible people no issue has a chance of resolution. The above listed are causalities of unresolved issues facing society, all awareness is futile under the condition of these rampant points: (Ignorance, egotistical aggression, tolerance, emotional volatility, faith)

We all through down for this project. our web site can be described as improved, kind in its navigation and easier on the eyes. All i did was the site map and i slightly outlined the memo and web page, critisism and support for the team was probably my largest controbution. this was kind of fun in a group and would look forward to doing it again.

This is the deal, just log in and bloggin like i am supose to, i got notes to remind me to do so. But when i go for it most often i relize i have nothing to say. this week thus far i did a finalized map of our theoretical web site layout. lost interest in doing the memo because i was writing it like a jackass, so i am going to call apon my group and rekindle my interest of the memo on this monday the second of november the year of our lord 2009.